Thursday, December 25, 2008

Hansen Family Christmas

Merry Christmas Everyone!

Here is how we spent our Christmas Eve and Christmas Morning. We set up the air mattress in the living room so we could all be together in the glow of the tree lights. Jeremy took these photos while Westin and I were sleeping. As I write this, our home is filled with the smell of coffee, french toast, sausage, and eggs. My sweet husband is the chef this morning. Christmas music is playing in the background. I don't think I could possibly feel more grateful at this moment for the blessings in my life: loving husband, precious son, and a Savior that came into this world just like my two-and-a-half week old son, that ultimately sacrificed himself and paid the price for my sins so I could live in freedom and have eternal life.

Merry, merry Christmas!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Letter from Westin

Here is an update that Westin sent to my family yesterday:

dear family,

westin here... i thought you might want to know that i had my 2-week appointment yesterday, and i am a very healthy boy. i have gained 1 lb and 1 oz since i was born, and that made the doctor and mommy and daddy proud. i have a small head like my mommy but very long fingers and toes like my daddy. i don't like going to the doctor because i have to strip down to my diaper and i get very cold and it makes me pee through my diaper right on the table in the doctor's office.

i'm thankful for all the gifts under our christmas tree, although i think i'll need some help opening them on christmas morning. i don't seem to have a lot of control over my arms yet. mommy and daddy keep saying that i'm the best christmas present ever... i don't know yet what that means, but maybe they'll explain it to me when i'm older.

luv,
westin hansen

And here are some replies he got back:

My dear little Westin,
You can't know how very much I love you and miss you. You are the sweetest gift anyone could ask for. You'll be the gift that keeps giving and giving.
I'm so glad you're gaining weight and growing as you should. That shows that Mommy and Daddy are taking very good care of you and that you are a very healthy little boy. But sweet thing you'll just have to quit peeing on the doctor's table. Gramma already experienced that once and it's not so much fun. Nasty little mess!
Enjoy all your Christmas presents. I'm sure some will be fun and some will leave you a little puzzled. Those would be clothes that Mommy and Daddy will like more than you.
You won't be the same little boy when I see you next, so make sure Mommy and Daddy take lots of pictures. By the way, where are the Christmas pics? I want to see you in your stocking.
Love you so much little buddy.
Your Gramma Linda

Darling Westin:
Well, your e-mail made Grandma Kathy cry. We are so happy that you have arrived and are doing so well. You are going to have so much family that is going to love, encourage, and pray for you your entire life. We are so excited to meet you in January. It is hard to wait that long. Get prepared for lots of hugs and kisses from us.
We love you,
Papa Rick and Grandma Kathy

Dear Westin,
Landry, Uncle John and I can't wait to meet you in person. I'm so glad Mommy and Daddy have worked so hard to figure out what was giving you tummy aches. You were doing a great job of trying to tell them what was wrong! They love you very much and will take such good care of you your whole life. You are so blessed that God chose them as your parents. There are none better for you!!!
I hope you enjoy your Christmas and we'll see you in January.
I love you!
Aunt Nennie





Sunday, December 14, 2008

He is Here

Wow, what a difference a few days make!

I feel very fortunate that I went into labor on my exact due date. That probably doesn't happen all that often, and I was honestly expecting to still be sitting here waiting for Westin to arrive. But instead, he was born just one day past my due date, on December 7th at 4:52pm.

I woke up on Saturday, the 6th around 7:45am and thought my water had broken. I spent a few hours debating on whether or not to call my doctor. I wasn't certain that it had broken, but if it had, I knew that the clock had started ticking, and that you're supposed to deliver within the next 24 hours. I had almost convinced myself that it wasn't my water breaking, but Jeremy strongly encouraged me to call my doctor. So I did, and the doc said he agreed that it had probably broken and to come on in to the hospital. That was at 10:30am. So, by 11am we were in the hospital, and long story short, my water had NOT broken, much to the surprise of my doctor. So, we went home.

And about an hour later, the contractions picked up and started to get painful. Over the next 7 or 8 hours we just hung around at home, except for a run over to Kohls so my dad could buy a gift for my mom for their anniversary. It was at Kohls that the contractions started coming sooner and sooner. I tried to hide it so that I would not double over in pain in public. I think I did a pretty good job. After we got home, I began timing the contractions in earnest, and finally, around 9:30pm we called the doctor, and he said to head to the hospital (again).

We got settled in around 11pm, and the next 18 hours or so were very, very long. Contractions are.... in a word or two.... damn painful. (Sorry for cussing but there really wasn't a better descriptive word to use.) I am so grateful that I decided to get an epidural. I can't begin to imagine trying to tough it out, considering I had already endured 13 hours of pain before I got the medicine.

Jeremy was very supportive and sweet throughout the whole process. He saw everything (and I mean EVERYTHING) start to finish, and was such a trooper. He was pretty fascinated by it all and handled me very well. I'm so thankful for him.

And now - we're home, and tired beyond all get-out. My mother has been here for about a week and a half, and she truly is our angel. She has done countless dishes and general cleaning, but more than that, she has loved on our son and relieved the burden from us a lot. She has done some night duty so I could catch a couple hours of sleep. I know we are absolutely wearing her out, but she does not complain. She loves holding Westin (and in fact is doing so as I type this) and I'm just so glad to have her around. I must say it makes me wish I lived closer to my family.

Westin is wonderful. His sweet smell, the way he loves to snuggle, the little chirps he makes... we just can't get enough. And the boy can EAT!!! Oh my goodness I had no idea. The pediatrician said because he's such a big boy (8lbs 9oz) it will seem like he is eating constantly, and that is exactly how I feel. Eating, sleeping, eating, peeing, eating, and pooping. That's our boy!

Westin is a week old today, and already so much more alert and expressive. We look forward to introducing him to our friends and family.

And now... perhaps a nap. But probably not. Who am I kidding?

Friday, December 5, 2008

This and That

Over Thanksgiving weekend, we decided to do all of our Christmas decorating. It didn't take too long, because we don't have that many decorations. We figured we'd better get it done as soon as possible, otherwise it might not happen at all (something about a baby coming... go figure). This will be our first Christmas EVER in our marriage to stay home (again, blame it on the baby)! As much as we'd love to be with our families, we're also excited to have a rather quiet holiday with our new family. I want to find some kind of cutsie Christmas outfit for Westin to wear on Christmas morning...

I learned something while we were putting up our tree. My husband is quite crafty, and apparently he learned this little trick from his father. After we put the tree in the stand, Jeremy noticed that there were some spaces that weren't filled in very well. His solution? See for yourself:


He drilled a hole in the tree trunk, found a suitable branch from the trimmings he took off of the bottom, and inserted the branch into his drilled hole. The end result? No empty spaces on our tree. Brilliant!

We also officially completed the decorating for Westin's room. This is the last little bit that we had been putting off. We bought the letters from Walmart, Jeremy painted them, and then I helped him put them on the wall.


And now.... we wait. Tomorrow is my official due date, but I have a feeling there ain't nothing exciting going to happen tomorrow. He just seems a little too comfortable inside me. My parents flew in a couple of nights ago and will stay for a while. It is great to have them here - I've really enjoyed our time together. I just hope this little one can make his entrance relatively soon so that his Pop and Gramma can say hello! I had a doctor's appointment today, and I'm not dilated at all. The doctor wants to see me again on Tuesday, and he had me tentatively schedule an induction for next Thursday. I have some serious mixed emotions about that. I really want to wait and see if the baby will come on his own, because I know that's ultimately the healthiest way to deliver. But I also really trust my doctor, and if there are compelling reasons to be induced, I don't want to be stubborn and prideful. So... Jeremy and I will be talking and praying about that.

If any of you are inclined to pray for us, please pray that Westin will come on his own, preferably in the next few days!